My 1st Night With The Kids...It Was Not So Bad~

I don't quite understand why kids have to follow you around & sleep despite i had changed my positions away from them so that i can open my legs wide & snore out loud like a wile boar (just kidding, i didn't do that anyhow).



I mean... they just want you to be around them. One thing i have learned & am learning, is that, kids do need attention, security & love~ Which is one thing that i had been neglected towards kids all these while...



Though there were little kicks & leg hugging for me at night, but it was still a wonderful picture having my eyes peep opened in the middle of the night to see what they are up to~

It's a beautiful picture...

Seldom do i have the chance to sit down, observe, enjoy & listen to these two beautiful women, the women who chose to live for God, sharing about their lives. The weather was kinda hot, yet the floor was cooling. These two lives, whom they had gone through many challenges, sat together on the floor, were in all smiles. I was sitting on the sofa, shaking my legs like a kid, wif baby Jo around me & mom. We laughed & joked together. I never had such experience in my house before. Watching them having great time together, with me part in it, i felt so blessed.



It was truly a wonderful picture~

Jehovah Healeth Me

Psalm 34:18
The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

I Thank You Lord, for allowing me to go through these process. For i know that you are building & molding me. There were confusion, there was hurt, there were sweet memories. But Lord, i just want to put all these behind. Erase my memory oh Lord, I want to forget the past. I just want to move on, I just want to serve you, I just want to love you more & more. And I want to delight myself in you Lord. Thank you, for you are my Jehovah Healer.

Philippians 3:13

Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead!

Those Tiny Little Fingers...

I felt so warmth when u lay your chest on me, I felt so near to your heart beat.

You were a sleepy head when i cradled you in my arms.

You look so cute when u had your yawn.

I brushed through your hair & held you tight,

You gave me a sense of loving to you more & more.

Look at that little fingers of yours,

You are the one who motivates me to sing lullaby to you.

Your tiny eyes that take a peep on me when you are about to have your sweet dreams.

At times you threw tantrums & cried out loud.

But you are always a sweet heart to me.

You are like a precious ruby, even millions times better than that.

You are a beautiful child of God, name given that means "God is gracious".

You will grow up to be a great woman of God.

Thank You so much for your touch. For I know that,

It is You who First Love Us, That I could give my love.

Thank You Lord.

At times, I thought u are still here...

In memories of you...

I miss you...

My Hiding Place

It was drizzling cold, with cool breeze brush through my face, im not sure how long i have been up here on this hill, but i have found a place... a place for me to cool down...

It was drizzle rain, I don't even know which one is the droplet from the sky... or izit from my eyes.. There was no one in this park, there were only voices... voices from the sky, voices from the surrounding beauty nature. I sat on the pave way, not concerning if i would soak myself in rain, i cried out loud to the Lord...

Psalm 34:18
"The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. "

Psalm 91:2
"I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust."

My Hiding Place, to seek Him,
My place of Safety..