The Silence of The Lily Pads

Croak Croak~ Where has all the frogs & toads been...
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Today when i was walking back to ma house after class, i couldn't help but notice the dead frogs on the road. It's not that the smell & sight of the dead bodies were too conspicous, but i do always walk with my head bow down looking at the floor just so that i won't step on any shit (just to clarify i'm not trying to look for money on the floor). I'll call it a humble walk~

It's normal to see roadkills of snails, frogs, ants, mice.... Disgusting~

But all in a row, the day before, my friends n i saw the smashed body of a bird on the road. And the next day, i saw the four bodies of the dead frogs looking completely splat on the roads, lying around with short distance between each other...

Does these mean anything to you folks?

You know~ this somehow gives me a sign & reminder to cherish life. Do you know that every minute we are so close to death? What if right at that 1 minute we are not alert of the surrounding of our mistakes enough... You could just have lost in touch with your love ones forever~

Life is always full of spices, it can be fun & fruitful at the same time, if you know how to take care of yourself & the surrounding people~

The silence of the Lily Pads....
Where has all the frogs & toads been~

when i woke up...

Have u ever had a bad night sleep the day before with hurtful words kept repeating in your mind...And u woke up in the morning feeling so tired with your swollen eyes... U feel like smashing the mirror when u see your own reflection... U felt useless..

Hey folks, how had your past few days of new year been~

I admit it was great in the beginning.. with my fiery spirit & passion for this 2010...but seems like things started to fall again while i just started to build up a new life this year...

Guilt... can just kill me inch away..in a very short time if im not careful enough... Sometimes i used to think where was the strength that i used to have...

I've become weaker n weaker why... Some people said i've changed~ Some people said i've become softer.. Where was the lion reflection that i used to see when i looked in the mirror... It's getting blurer & losing its image.. Is the mirror being deceitful or im just imagining stuff all these while...

The moment i started to have hopes & aims again... things started to go down the drain... I realized i screw things up & trying to fix it right. Things started to get complicated when guilt throngs me... i hate myself for being so useless...

I understand that not every morning will be a new day. Lack of faith & security for what's ahead.. im so afraid that i will repeat the deja vu in 2009's unpleasant incident. "Lost" is a word enough to weaken me... but can i believe that tomorrow it WILL be a better day~

n i want to believe that...