MADness in this "Huat" CNY

Who has gained weight during this Chinese New Year raise up ur hand!!!

Oh boy~ this year CNY is truly amazingly different & HOT!

Hey folks, how is your CNY craze been like?! did u injured ur muscle from stretching your hands too often to receive angpau? Gain/lost in gambling? How's the reunion with friends & family? Saved any yummy food for me? ^^ what about those who did not celebrate CNY, went to any open house for mahjong session, non-stop eat chat etc.?

With all the fireworks, visitation, food, red angpaus, "yee sang", gathering....what a "HUAT" CNY!!! (Huat=prosper in Hokkien)

Geez.. all these MADness of Making A Difference in this CNY.. How's my CNY week been like? Well...i would say it's indeed a special one this year. I did not really celebrated CNY but i did manage to visit my relatives & grandpa to have some reunion. You know~ it's all about being initiative in this CNY. The thing is, it is only during CNY that relatives, friends & family gather together and it is a good time to mend & build relationships together.

When we all gather together it's a norm for us to do our own stuff, eat our thing or just hang around with people we are comfortable with say our parents, or little children that we used to play with. Sometimes when you never know what a conversation you'll indulge in when u just take a little courage to speak out and have sharing together~

Wow~ what a CNY this year~! I've been doing something i don't usually do & never did before. Such a different week! hopes & expectations somehow just reviewed to me at the very last minute. God is just so real...

I gained another confidence in this CNY, at the same time.. i've realized another thing as well...A broken relationship..... There was gap, there was heat..there was ignorance.. there was silence... Is it i have changed that made u all feel uncomfortable? Or is it just that u don't like..... Hard time but hell ya~ i'm still holding on His promises. This just requires patience.. and be still

That morning, i took a stroll at the park with my dog for some fresh air. What a quiet morning. The unusual of cars parked bumper-to-bumper along the road, most probably all city slickers and country man came back for CNY. I saw a pair of mid-aged couple had their morning walk. I saw teenagers wearing all new going out for visitation. I saw a man at the park n i said "morning". How u made some1's day brightened up just a simple greeting in the park, has made my day shine too...though i do not that man in my neighbourhood. Sitting on that bench to have my thoughts, eventhough things doesn't turn out fine in this CNY, but i'm feeling grateful enough for all the surprises,unexpectations & hope reviewed to me when i prayed for 2nd chance.. I've done things that i never done before in this CNY,& it took me hell lot of courage.. "Huat" on the outside, but i'm feeling "huat" in the inside. When i looked back the week, how i experience this divine greatness..i'm just thankful.. & it just echoed in my head.... "u n b e l i e v a b l e"

It is either Hallelujah or Oh Shit!

If u r a believer, have u ever hated God so much??

The past few days of mine were a super lousy one alright~
When u r in times of difficulties, everything just turn out unsmooth for you. U shouted for God’s help, u were hoping that somehow these mess would just turn out fine but no.. it turns out even worse..or I shall say, hopeless..


You know, the past few days were kinda negative for me. I even blamed the church for producing a weak-me. Can’t believe I’ve become so emotional easily & worse I even shed tears in my class. How I used to condemn myself so much for any stupid mistakes I made, or the mess that I created… until a level I stand up again the next day growing stronger than before. But now it seems like this method has no longer working, the more I condemn, the more I was hurt. My heart was once made of rock, but now it seems that it has transform into glass, so fragile. I remembered a friend of mine once said “A leader should not cry”. But one thing I know is that, the word of God has transform me into another person, my once hardened heart was unlocked, & it now speaks the truth more, being transparent & sophisticated. Cry doesn’t mean u are a weakling.


There are many times when things doesn’t turn out what u r expected, usually it’s our habit to point our fingers to others, blaming others’ for their fault for the mess. How my past few days been like? Ha... the hatred within me towards myself & God, is a pain alright~ The past 2weeks I thought I’m gonna be ok, but trying to cover things up is just a bad move. U know that soon u’ll just explode.


That night I couldn’t sleep, I sketched out the many aspects of my problems & how grateful I am to see a bigger picture of my current situation, & solve it straight away. I realized it doesn’t involve God, church & people coz the problems lies within myself. I found that I’m lacking of a thankful heart. Talk about counting each blessing, if I treat a particular trouble/problem with a thankful heart, I believe it will become a blessing. Looking back, I thank God for how He has brought me this far.


Meanwhile, I want to thank those who laid hands on me to pray for my health yesterday night. I was kinda surprise that my feverish headache can just disappear after a short 30mins nap. No medicine involved! Usually it takes at least 1 day for me to recover. It was the 1st time I claim healings in Jesus’ Name. You restore my faith towards you again! I appreciate it

When u r in trouble times, it is either Hallelujah or Oh Shit~

Pss~ u know wat? Going for the 1st one is way more better.. Good day folks