Surviving Through the Niagara Fall

When i did not sleep for days, when i got tired, i realized hey.. i am a workaholic just like him..

A tits n bits of my life updates here~

Man~ this month is just a hell lot of assignments & test that's making me crazy alright!

To be frank, i have a body just like a smoker does...

When that day, i realized my heartbeat is abnormally slow, my chest was suppressed, i was trying to grasp for air, i had a picture that my life is not going to exceed 70 years old. The other day when i bump into my neighbour Kjune all dressed up for a workout, she asked me hey why not for a jog? I just laugh out loud in my heart. That is just so not me turning away from exercise. And that hit me, pondering in my mind.. my body is no difference from a smoker, except that i don't have nicotine & toxic as much as them. Replaced with caffeine perhaps?

There were many times i adopt alternate sleep in my life. I can just be infront of my laptop for more than 15 hours, stayed whole night all day awake until the next morning straight to class then come back again and open my laptop again for assignments, paper works etc. I have short breaks like go wash my clothes, toilet break, FB break etc.. And the next day after class, activities & shower i can just straight away sleep for 10 hours replacing back my lost-sleep the day before. So this cycle kept repeating itself. I pant alot when i climb the stairs, i easily got tired when my body is in wrong sitting position. I realized i am a bad living testimonial~ I really thank all the people who constantly remind me to eat, sleep n take care. I'm... learning to take care of myself.

I miss the times when i woke up early in the dawns to jog in TARC hostel. And i know im not too late to start rebuild my body as temple of the holy spirit, & to start my jogging life again.

You know folks~

i've decided to learn back mandarin. I remembered there was 1 time i went to a clothing store asking for a "三角裤"(underwear) that puzzled that worker lady which was very obvious it doesn't sold there. I was actually looking for 七分裤 (3 quarter pants). I was mistaken 3 quarter pants as 三角裤 because of the "3". I remembered many great times my friends & I had a great laugh & fun over my mistakes in mandarin. But also, at the same time I remembered it was a chinese teacher that despise my mandarin in class that had led me into hating & rejecting chinese language so much. Many people even thought i was a "banana"(non chinese-ed). Well not anymore folks, because im going back to learning mandarin!!

So far, life is getting more exciting & challenging now!! I had certain minor breakthroughs in life but i'm preparing for the greater ones & learning to survive through the Niagara Fall!! O hail The Days!! Rise me up!

Good day folks~ Peace