A Shining Star

Just visited UMMC,medical centre @Petaling Jaya today.
It was 6.10am, thank God i was able to wake up & i quickly dressed up. I was sitting in the car with my eyes forcefully opened (obviously my eyes were still in sleeping mode). My tummy was growling in hunger & i kept yawning all the way.

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sitting 1 of the seat rows in UMMC waiting area, i looked at the clock, 7am reached & there's already 50 people filled the place. Majority of the crowd were of the old age, & i saw 1Malaysia. I'm glad that i could spend time with . There was then a mid-aged woman came sat next to me. I greeted her with a smile. What's surprise me was that she suddenly asked me "Are u a Christian?" A lil unexpected but amazed i replied, "yes, i am ... " It was a book that she saw in my hands that she recognize me as a believer.

You know~ I really thought of becoming a star that really shines. A star not as celebrity, but a star that when people look at u they see truth in your eyes & a beautiful soul, and they know that you are Christ living testimonial, the light within the darkness... & that's the Star i want to be 1day~

I thank God to have met this Christian lady & we chatted through out the waiting time before blood test. It was fabulous, we had a short sharing & chat together. I felt closed to her somehow. Meanwhile, i would like to introduce you "The Purpose Driven Life : What On Earth Am I Here For?"

A book which gave you thorough ponders about your life. A book which written by Rick Warren, 1 of the best selling ones in history. It touches topic like what drives u in life? Materialism, Guilt, Anger,Fear?? Are u living daily with the same routine, or ur life is currently driving by something u feel that life is meaningless, u don't see the value in it? And as days go by, u just drag on ur days, ur life...wasting ur time perhaps~ When u get to know about the real purpose in your life, there is less complexity & more simplixity. People who do not know their purpose try to do too much, which lead to fatigue, conflict, stress... And knowing that the life on earth is just the preparation for the next, so why bothers all the trophies & stress in life? For what good will it do for people to win the whole world & lose their lives? Or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? ...... that kind of thing, nice thoughts~

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Moving to the other department of the hospital, erhh strong smell of medication, sick ones everywhere... Saw a boy, paralysed was being carried by his bro onto a wheelchair... You know...sometimes i wonder... friends who always criticize the weak & weirds ones.. How can i afford to laugh when i know the people around me that i love, is 1 of the object of laughter, of my friends...