I'm ready to leave 2010

Each time i left home with a rush & many times i depart with tears in the bus...soaking over certain hurts, self-condemnation & madness... This time when i was in the bus going back Johor, i cried not because of the above, but of such feeling that has never exist... I never thought i could miss some1 so badly....

I really enjoyed every minutes every seconds that i had in Seri Kembangan, in KL this holiday. Before i went back home, i told God I wanna learn to stand in the gap in this holiday for my family & how challenges just arrive on my doorstep when i first reach home, & that's how i learn to do something that exceeds my capability in knowledge, skills, & physical strength. & through out all these, i discovered & developed new abilities too.... How i live on the grace of God~~ Asking for wisdom & strength each day to deal with everyday events. 1 thing i do not really understand is that, why twice i went back home, twice i experienced food poisoning whilst i ate the same food as others did...I felt like a pregnant lady this holiday...being nauseous all the time.. & i thank God that i had recovered now.


I shall say that this holiday is truly like a training mission for me, learning to overcome things on my own when there's no1 4me to turn to... & I cherish the beautiful friendship that i have never imagine it would be so wonderfully made. & i shall say, i never regret going back home~

Happy New Year dear folks :)