CRUSHED

Never have i thought.. it could be that hurt...

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As days go by, i was trying to move forward, trying to be still. Perhaps, God wants me to learn to walk out from the crushed spirit, and stand up once again, with faith.

I don't even know if i had done the right thing... I din't expect it would turn out this way... I shouldn't have underestimate...that i would get hurt myself more... I wished..that i could take back my words...

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I was there.. I heard... & I saw... but why are you still doing this... as if i did not know anything... I was silent, because i want you to speak up yourself, let it be the words that comes from ur own mouth... the more u do that...the more u hurt me....I felt like i'm a fool.. but i learned to love & pray for you. The worse part is that i felt hopeless to help u... i'm so limited i do not know what to do.. that's the hardest part. & i'm preparing myself to be taken for granted. Perhaps God, u allow me to go through the hurt free process.

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"Dear Lord, it is You the One who gave me strength, to restart my life, to move on & go more miles for you. It is You Lord, that i take refuge in. Who else God, can i turn to if it's not for You. Come & heal me Lord. Restore my broken heart. Stretch out Your Mighty Hands God, do not be too silent, for You are my living Hope. Guide me in the Truth. In You, I trust~ I know that my Redeemer lives, & you will come to Save."