Through His Lens

Little chance did we hangout or talk to each other in the past... but somehow that little chance had became somewhat of opportunities these few days...

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We used to walk pass each other like strangers... little conversation did we had... until i had a real glance of your eyes... This pair of eyes somewhat looked familiar...as if i had seen you before in the past... & i would say that you have such beautiful eyes that shine.

The more i have the chance to be with you, i began to know you. Your eyes~ they reminded me of my childhood crush. I was young, & he was the little boy in the class, yet the eldest. We never talked to each other much, but there's much of eye contacts. His picture in my head may b blurry, but his gaze & stare i shall never forget... & now~ You reminded me of him...

I saw your eyes from the reflection in the car rear mirror... & i know that i should guard my heart... I don't wish to fall unto another confusion again...

It was when the day u walked off to catch the bus, then only i realized.. it was the power of Love...that has changed & hit me...

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I was riding on bike chasing after u, just to deliver the fried rice that i have made 4u before u leave... I was cycling fast to trace ur track, but u were no where to be seen... my muscle was aching, working on the pedals.. den only i realize i was too late. U were already gone...

It was just a temporary depart but somehow i felt that i miss u... alot...

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Many times i got annoyed by u.. but most times when i gone haywire and upset, u were there cheering for me, so sensitive of my needs for support. It was when that time u invited me into the room that morning, u have changed my perceptions towards u... & i felt bad n thankful @d same time, to have u around. I learned alot from your life...

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When there were times i wanna yelled out loud, cried out & grief over this wounded soul after a battlefield... i learned to accept the past & reality. I chose to make a difference this time... i chose to say sorry...

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When there were too much time that i cried over this fear within me, to approach, to love... I was in distress with all the challenges...& I finally overcome it. And the power of prayers & praise+worship all glories to God~ I learn to lay down, accept, be opened, & to love... once again
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It all started.....when i realize all these....that i was crying over a little incident.... when i was chasing after you... just to past you the little lunch box that i have kept 4u