Unexpectations

Wearing mask for the 1st time while travelling back to my hometown from Johor. The influenza pandemic of H1N1 is indeed worrying. Many education instituion were closed to prevent the spread of the virus. So many people sick and im glad that im recovering from my fever. Had a really bad dream this morning which left me cold sweat in the dark.

On my way back to KL, i was trying to understand the book of Judges,but i just could not concentrate.. My late grandma came to my mind somehow. Old age of amnesia is always a disastrous to a person's life. So sad~

Leading a new life a new identity under the faith of christianity, my life and my decision to commit in the ministry flash into my mind. I have become passive these few days.. Kinda confuse lately, feeling guilty on the hand for not able to encourage some bro and sis which we were suppose to run for the same direction. I wonder what if i have not chosen this route.. I might be having a night life morning girl differ character. I would not be hesitating to join my friends to hangout and have a euphoria hour at some place. I would be skipping classes at least one/twice every fortnight. I would not be respecting my lecturers in classes. I would not care too much for my juniors and most of all, i would not be making a good role model.

Somehow at this minute with my earphone on, the music "At the beginning" from Disney Anastasia was being played. The message delivered here "life is a route now and forever a wonderful journey"..Just felt so touch by this song~

Many times i wondered why i always make life so complicated. Perhaps i should just have a simple mind of 123..

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!