Have a FAB HoLiDaYzSS!!

Hey hey guys & gals!! Have a F-A-B-U-LOUS hoLidays!!

Have you planned your holidays well folks~

What's on your mind this Friday night~

A fabulous night at T.G.I. Friday's? What's your plan these weekdays~ Crashing the dance floor on Ladies Night @Zouk? Or going anywhere somewhere special this weekend? Say hit the beach for a lovey dovey romantic sunset dinner & party through the night? Oh ya~ it's F-A-B-olous alright!

You know i do really looking towards this end of semester break. Looking for a time to spend my days with family, hangout with friends and have some fun! Too bad time is just so short that i have to give up some of the plans now. My supposingly 1month+ holidays turn out to me is only just 2weeks+ holidays. Much works are going on that my schedule each day is just sufficiently nice to use. Here's my plan for this holiday in making myself changed for good this time:

1) master+upgrade my english language

2) update myself on current issues

3) drink at least 1L of water a day

4) sharing+quality time together with my family

5) learn to cook some nice dishes

6) read the bible

7) get at least 6 hours sleep a day

8) hangout with friends

9) finish all paper works

10) walk my dog/jog/exercise at least X2 a day

11) read/write/blog

12) shop (till drop? haha not)

13) practice guitar

14) travel (if possible)

15) hit the beach to see leng zhai (ehe..juz kid.. how i wish though! haha)

just look @d list, it's kinda boring i know..but im talking about getting off that couch n do something meaningful.. hey making a difference in 2weeks time~ challenging yet satisfied! Now folks, let me ask u

what is the value u c in this holiday~

Do u c the value of this holiday..

I say let's make this holiday a special 1 yay~

Have a fruitful yet fabulous holidays folks!!

Enjoy~

Do you have a PLAN B in life?

Dear folks, do you ever have a backup plan in your life?

Have you thought of preparing for the worst when expectations come & ruin your life?

Come to think about it, hey~ u r so smart, u r creator of inspirations & u r in the Top A list. What if.. What if suddenly you have gone bozo at the age of 30, after a day of discovery that u have cancerous cells developed from a malign tumour eating up your brain. Brain dysfunction... you gotta forget your dreams in working with Donald Trump now..

Or what if you are 1 of the many victims in the job retrenchment after an economy downturn. What's your future hold for you professor? Even you have the highest qualification perhaps you might wanna consider applying for odd jobs instead of high ranking positions in big companies.

What if then,

if you realized that your partner is not able to function when you 2 were actually trying for a baby girl~ Yet you do not have the financial ability to adopt a child or 5 digits US Dollars to opt for test tube baby. Hmm..your future is not what you think as romantic & perfect as you've planned. What's next~ Plan B.. you cheat him. (Or u still hold on to that promised ring on your finger?Open daycare centres perhaps?)

Also,

What about the Plan B if 1 day u woke up in the ward found out that both of your legs have been amputated due to an unexpected car accident u had the night before? You were 1 step closer in securing a place in Stardom, becoming the next most successful stage dancer or football player etc. You are loosing your source of income man..the source of driven spirit that drives you in life. It just like a singer who lost her voice, a model who lost her beauty..

U know what got me into writing this post.. is that I've felt that im losing the ability to write. I'm losing the inspirations to write. And writing is what i love to do. I love creative writings & i wanna go for more in career. Come to imagine about it, what if im currently in this line & i've lost the driving spirit to continue on, surely my career is over. N perhaps i'll just go for a PLAN B, a plan that is more challenging to drive me on in life.

The storm is here, have you prepared for your Plan B..

When A Mother Lost Hold of Her Child

//*** a toddler of naivety has ran out of her mommy's safe cocoon, and when the mother got lost hold of her own child, things can be disastrous when the child is away far away from a guide when her mom is nowhere to be seen. The little girl might be hit by a reckless driver, got abused by kidnappers, got swallowed by humongous beast if she wander into the woods.....When a mother lost hold of her child, things can be misguided for that little child ***//


Talk about lost in direction when you do not have a compass or knowledge in constellation to lead you a way when you are alone in the wilderness. Huh.. how scary can that be if you imagine the worse? You know,when it comes to abstract on what you are most fear of.. some people may afraid of loneliness until a level he/she is too desperate for a partner to get his/her pants off, while some people may afraid of authority. As for me? "lost" would be the word disastrous enough when you are not able to recognize the world around you.


People says you are one time uglier when you are in distress. Well..u r not smiling, the eyebacks, the tensions on your face...ya perhaps thats true. Well then...do u notice im losing my colours on my face~ if you see me stop smiling 1 day..it is also the time i appreciate if u remember me in your prayer.


On 2nd thought, you know~ it is so encouraging when you went through a verse that gave you the spike up spirit to tell you to persevere on~ Rom 8:25-27 n that is the verse i shall held upon. I had a short vision yesterday before going for my exam. In this vision, i see myself laying my hands upon you in that desire to heal you. I see myself holding one another's hand and in this vision, i see the picture of me speaking boldly & powerfully with you all. **Do you know that i have been praying for you these while? Do you see that sparkle in my eyes to heal you eventhough we hardly spoke to each other.. I really want to have that courage.. Do u know i have this anxiety for you 13.15.13


Wanna apologize for the people around if i've annoyed you with my indecisive attitude these days. You wanna know what makes me change my mind over time? You'll never know..coz you'll never understand. There are more than just a reason & i hope you'll respect my intention & decision @the end.

I don't wish to be the target

in the wilderness..