//*** a toddler of naivety has ran out of her mommy's safe cocoon, and when the mother got lost hold of her own child, things can be disastrous when the child is away far away from a guide when her mom is nowhere to be seen. The little girl might be hit by a reckless driver, got abused by kidnappers, got swallowed by humongous beast if she wander into the woods.....When a mother lost hold of her child, things can be misguided for that little child ***//
Talk about lost in direction when you do not have a compass or knowledge in constellation to lead you a way when you are alone in the wilderness. Huh.. how scary can that be if you imagine the worse? You know,when it comes to abstract on what you are most fear of.. some people may afraid of loneliness until a level he/she is too desperate for a partner to get his/her pants off, while some people may afraid of authority. As for me? "lost" would be the word disastrous enough when you are not able to recognize the world around you.
People says you are one time uglier when you are in distress. Well..u r not smiling, the eyebacks, the tensions on your face...ya perhaps thats true. Well then...do u notice im losing my colours on my face~ if you see me stop smiling 1 day..it is also the time i appreciate if u remember me in your prayer.
On 2nd thought, you know~ it is so encouraging when you went through a verse that gave you the spike up spirit to tell you to persevere on~ Rom 8:25-27 n that is the verse i shall held upon. I had a short vision yesterday before going for my exam. In this vision, i see myself laying my hands upon you in that desire to heal you. I see myself holding one another's hand and in this vision, i see the picture of me speaking boldly & powerfully with you all. **Do you know that i have been praying for you these while? Do you see that sparkle in my eyes to heal you eventhough we hardly spoke to each other.. I really want to have that courage.. Do u know i have this anxiety for you 13.15.13
Wanna apologize for the people around if i've annoyed you with my indecisive attitude these days. You wanna know what makes me change my mind over time? You'll never know..coz you'll never understand. There are more than just a reason & i hope you'll respect my intention & decision @the end.
Talk about lost in direction when you do not have a compass or knowledge in constellation to lead you a way when you are alone in the wilderness. Huh.. how scary can that be if you imagine the worse? You know,when it comes to abstract on what you are most fear of.. some people may afraid of loneliness until a level he/she is too desperate for a partner to get his/her pants off, while some people may afraid of authority. As for me? "lost" would be the word disastrous enough when you are not able to recognize the world around you.
People says you are one time uglier when you are in distress. Well..u r not smiling, the eyebacks, the tensions on your face...ya perhaps thats true. Well then...do u notice im losing my colours on my face~ if you see me stop smiling 1 day..it is also the time i appreciate if u remember me in your prayer.
On 2nd thought, you know~ it is so encouraging when you went through a verse that gave you the spike up spirit to tell you to persevere on~ Rom 8:25-27 n that is the verse i shall held upon. I had a short vision yesterday before going for my exam. In this vision, i see myself laying my hands upon you in that desire to heal you. I see myself holding one another's hand and in this vision, i see the picture of me speaking boldly & powerfully with you all. **Do you know that i have been praying for you these while? Do you see that sparkle in my eyes to heal you eventhough we hardly spoke to each other.. I really want to have that courage.. Do u know i have this anxiety for you 13.15.13
Wanna apologize for the people around if i've annoyed you with my indecisive attitude these days. You wanna know what makes me change my mind over time? You'll never know..coz you'll never understand. There are more than just a reason & i hope you'll respect my intention & decision @the end.
I don't wish to be the target
in the wilderness..
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