A daily morning wake up call for me with a sprang from the bed followed by "sh*t! im late!"
It's been ages since my last stop to admire the moon. I miss the moment where i used to view the sun rising from the east. I miss the smell of the refreshing morning mist. I miss the times where i used to have my "rewind in slow motion" instead of "fastforward".
3-4 hours sleep a day it's a very common thing for me. Worse~ my sleep cycle has affected resulting insomnia for me. Hmm~ talk about my commitments & presenting my very best in everything. I wonder how those people with "kiasu" spirit survive..TIME is always my main issue. I even rejoice when i felt asick so that i have excuses to skip meetings, classes & have my own space again at home.
I have lose my focus in studies these days n i wanted so much to catch up back. Wishing to avoid & reject certain responsibilities but it just made me feel more guilty,irresponsible & immature. These might just lead me into more excuses.. What i see from other people's lives, they can reach the top n why shouldn't i. So timid & lacking of faith from me~
I remember i used to write about my fantasy in the past, the lives of the people & the morning of my hometown in my friendster blog. And now? ...
3-4 hours sleep a day it's a very common thing for me. Worse~ my sleep cycle has affected resulting insomnia for me. Hmm~ talk about my commitments & presenting my very best in everything. I wonder how those people with "kiasu" spirit survive..TIME is always my main issue. I even rejoice when i felt asick so that i have excuses to skip meetings, classes & have my own space again at home.
I have lose my focus in studies these days n i wanted so much to catch up back. Wishing to avoid & reject certain responsibilities but it just made me feel more guilty,irresponsible & immature. These might just lead me into more excuses.. What i see from other people's lives, they can reach the top n why shouldn't i. So timid & lacking of faith from me~
I remember i used to write about my fantasy in the past, the lives of the people & the morning of my hometown in my friendster blog. And now? ...
My seniors' graduation day just over & it just made me realize that time is running real fast. And i believe if im willing enough.. im able to create my cherishable memories & leave my foot prints behind in making a difference in my university. I want to see me walking out this uni with my head held high and say "hey, i did it.." Success is my word & i shall see me bearing fruits! I just need that passion, thats all~
mm.. may the process leave on this blog?
ReplyDeletehey,you should change your bad habit.It is not good for you to sleep juz 3 n 4 hours perday.Seriously,it will affected ur health,apperance ...later you become older than ur age,and come up with the wrinkle...oh no...later i can't recognise you."Are you lily?" haha...plus u are not robot.even if you are,oso have a low battery time n day,oso nid to take time 4 charge what.
ReplyDeleteinsomnia??? advice you take a cup of milk since you are like to take it and listen some soft music before you getting into sleep.dont make urself stress just relax.
haha...i have a same languange n sense with you.if i really sick,at least there have an excuse 4 me to skip the class,delay the time to do homework.then later on i will begin feel irresponsible.i am a lazy worm.
time really passed very fast,we should always follow up the time step,compete with it and painted our uni life with beautiful scene and cherishable memories.
continue play ur role n become yourself. i am trust on ur convo day,you will say "hey ,i have did it".
-keat-
ReplyDeletehmm.. perhaps :)
-jun-
hey~ surprise 2c u here.. :)
1st time visitor?haha..thx. i really wanted to sleep so badly but..work always come 1st haha.. ya really bad habit. so sorry many times i din join u guys 4a fun hangout oso due2 workloads.. neway, thx 4all d understanding frm u guys especially when come2 group work projects & hangout u guys are very considerate.. :)