Have u ever felt..
When u r just about to give up upon life or certain things..
There is a sudden sparkle appears from no where & added into ur life..
And perhaps it has changes your life or aims since then..
When u r just about to give up upon life or certain things..
There is a sudden sparkle appears from no where & added into ur life..
And perhaps it has changes your life or aims since then..
Hmm.. I've been struggling to make a decision lately. Trying to ignore certain responsibilities recently.. i've just came back from a 3D2N Bible Conference in Johor Bahru. I was so reluctant to attend this conference at first, packing my belongings & wash up at the very last 25mins after a long consideration on whether to skip. Darn it~
Many times i wonder why it is just so hard to become a believer.. I know many doesn't feel this way but i do..
On the 2nd night, can't believe i would dozed off & fell asleep during the night prayer. I was so tired and the next thing i knew was i crashed onto the floor knocking down the chairs in front of me & scared the people around.. I quickly got up & stand back into praying standing position & close my eyes trying to cover up so that the pastor in front did not realize anything. It was so embarassing.. Worse i've let my juniors saw my graceful act.. Haiz~
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When i was just about to give up upon christianity life..
A newborn has created. My junior bro had accepted christ. Ahh~
When i was just about to give up upon christianity faith..
There's a sudden restoration of hope within me..
Good thing this conference still able to restore the 10% faith within me. Eventhough it's just a small percentage, but i do believe this 10% will grow~ For i will keep my promise as to the covenant I've made..
aiyo... u know, a decade ago, the same thing happened at Genting Convention Centre- my whole body flew to the front wen i dozed off during pnw.. ahahahah!! that's y i could keep my cool n help u "cover up".. giggles~~
ReplyDeletewell dear, yes.. when there's 10% of hope, means u need to put at least 90% effort to grow and keep the faith firm. may the convictions and the TRUTH set u free, and pierce into yr heart like a double edged sword.. just... don resist Him (HS).. He's a gentleman, rmb? (hugs~~)
Though it's only 10%, it shows that He will never give up on you. He knows exactly what you're going through. He will intervene in His own perfect timing. And He desires you not to give up as well...
ReplyDeleteHere is a trustworthy saying: If we died with him, we will also live with him; if we endure, we will also reign with him. If we disown him, he will also disown us; if we are faithless, he will remain faithful, for he cannot disown himself.
2 Tim 2:11-13
wow..its so encourage to see what God is doing in ur life..thank u for giving urself n the Lord another chance..He is real and faithful no matter what..i do agree that at time we feel like wanted to give up but always God in His own awesome ways sustained and encouraged me. yeah..u can do it too sis..hold on to Him..He is the way, the truth and the life..Jesus is faithful till the end!!let's march forth and meet at then finishing line!!:-)
ReplyDeleteu know wad, i realize n im still realizing over the years that, to be a christian... u know it is very little about doing what the world wants... and you know its everything about, whats going on inside your heart n soul
ReplyDeletepsalm 24 it says tat he who has clean hands and a pure heart, he will ascend the hill of the lord
and u know being a christian, is more about the choices you make n not about the songs you sing, its about honoring ur parents n friends before yourself,
and most importantly its about walking humbly before the King of Kings
I lost my voice on the second day of worshiping at Genting last year... Didn't fall asleep LOL. Although I did stay longer than I should have in the toilet at night.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I have seen the sparkle too. Got spurred on to make a quick but life-changing experience.
Glad your lil brother gave you the light! Make something out of it then :)