When it comes to EUTHANASIA, it is always a sensitive topic...

I woke up late again this morning... was suppose to finish up my works before dawn.. hazz~~
Feeling dreadful in this beautiful morning, with the weather so cool n fine, i'm feeling the grieve inside me.. I forced myself to get dressed to prepare myself to campus, i was trying to keep my cool not to break down anytime...

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How far do u agree towards Euthanasia (mercy killing) ?

It is always a hot debate between those who oppose & agree. Debating is one thing, but what if euthanasia has to be happen on your side? Would u still go towards saying YES??

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Since you walk away from home that day... u came back with a sickness..

In & out u went to clinics... In & out the pills through your mouth..

Staying inside the cage under observation waiting for familiar faces to visit u..

U wag your tail hard & started to eat again when u see dad & mom..

I'm sorry I'm sorry & I'm sorry

For not able to be with you when you are dying slowly inside..

I'm sorry coz i ignored u when u bark @me to look at the leash..
I'm sorry i just walk away when u sit beside me..

I'm sorry i care less of your sickness when i was busy finishing my report last holiday..

I'm sorry Hallie...

Can I.. see u again when i go back home this Raya holidays????

A question i've been wondering...

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Balancing between medical financial burden & losing u... I really do not know what to do.... so frustrated right now~~ it seems like there are lots of crazy decisions to make these days.... It's enough to kill me if i made the wrong move.. I won't die.. but it would be killing me softly inside.. with regrets & self-condemns...

I just hope that my prayers are answered.. I would appreciate if people pray 4my dog too. Her name is Hallie.

young & energetic when u were a puppy

happy as u are

until u have fallen asick..

U are not just a dog. but u r my companion & a good listener.

I wonder what it is like when u are away..

At home... it will just left four family members..

It won't be the same again without any barking noise..

annoying as it is...but i'll miss your bark.. now & always

we are (& always be) best friends until the end

i just don wish to put u to sleep

~ I Love U~