I'm Glad....to be part of It

din know that i have little strength....

exhausted......dizzy...nauseous...suffocating....i nearly fainted...was calling upon Your Name repeatedly to sustain me.....You really tested me... n i thank You Lord...that u sustained me through~ yet.. i started to worry how am i going to last for long term...


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Deep inside me...i know that You have opened doors for me.... Teach me Lord...to Trust in Your leading...& walk in Your Will~ in this new journey... & You'll take care of the things i worry...


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when you mentioned about shepherd, & people are walking all over to their shepherds & pray & reconcile &... i slum down unto the seat....i can't stop but sob...i can't help it but to sob... & i just bury my face in with my palms & pray for a person at the other part of the country... & a sudden hand of comfort ran over my shoulder...... i realized my heart is still longing to go back, to my Home where i grew in Christ~


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This morning....i am so glad to have listen a story of a handicapped brother~

among all the people in the hall, my eyes just focused in this soul, & i just want to talk to him....coz i c something in his life.... Accident since 11 years old being tuck by a car & dragged through the road, leaving him on wheeled chair, & now he's grew up. I asked him what makes him accepted Christ, asked about what He desire to see, ........ i tried to catch what he's saying, in his slow mandarin language, trying to catch which direction he is looking..... & he shared to me Isaiah 42:1

“Here is my servant, whom I uphold,
my chosen one in whom I delight;
I will put my Spirit on him,
and he will bring justice to the nations."

& im reminded to be servant of God of whom He is delight with, & stand for the injustice. he gave me a gift, in which he use it to earn for living, & he insisted for me to have it...& i realize my little chat & prayer with him really means alot to him. & im very blessed & encouraged of how this brother persevere & live in his life, by moving only forward, fix his eyes on Jesus, not turning back.

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im ready to be mold, & equipped & being rised up to take up responsibilities here in KL~ & i want to learn to be armor bearers for my leaders here too!


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Praise You God!! I have the chance to shine for You!! Use me as Your Vessel Lord!! In my weakness, may your power be made perfect in Your Grace! Tq for giving chance to make a difference & shine for You!! Lord, you always encouraged me!

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You gave me back a clearer Purpose to live for, each day when i go to work, church gathering, & at home~ I can't wait for another next day to come!