Just Scribbling...

just felt that God is telling me something...

few days ago, yesterday, today....

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each time when i go to work, whenever i was given a task or to handle an issue, i'll pray that God gives me wisdom to handle.... not easy to face certain people who walked-in...

there were 2 ppl in my mind that i felt like meeting them up again... 1 of them bears the same name of my leader in BP. the pleasant smiles on the face when enter into the office...the smile on their face that says "hey, it's ok. im not here to make u difficult". Both of them told me on a different day, "I'm a Christian"...i paused awhile, i just felt i've finally met someone that i can call brother. & i just replied "God bless you"~~

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when i was on the street, there was a car pass by & the words on the back of the car made me stared at it for long... & it says "All Things Are Possible With God - Matt19:26"

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i went to the roof top.. & the city of KL~ it was really beautiful~ it was a dangerous place to hangout...but how i wish that i could came back again to see the city night life~ reminded me of the roof top in UTHM faculty where i used to go~ it was really a nice beautiful place, green pastures, the 'promised land' we used to proclaim together~ .....& i saw "Let's pray for Japan" written on a bottle cap on the floor where i stand~

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every single day, i am dealing with people, in touch with different people, passing by shoulder through different faces....

when i was walking through the crowds, as if like everything has been moving in slow pace, capturing each person's face, and there are monologues in my head...like a narrator of a movie, describing each scene, the people...

there are people with empty looks, troubled hearts, tiring face~

there are people hanging all around the bridge, walkways, staircase, smoking & taking a break & hard day off~

there are people stop u on your way telling you about their promotions, HSBC credit cards, perfume samples, buy & win cash schemes~

there are people staring u calling u from afar trying to flirt you into looking into their eyes~

weekdays are hectic days where everybody moves in fast pace, trying to chase after time...

weekends there would be so many couples in hands, families with children, the golden age group, youngsters & singles hanging around the shopping mall~

..... and i always ask God...Help me to Make A Difference in this place where i find it hard...