People comes and goes

They came..and they left.

People comes and goes. I’m talking about people who influenced ur life, whom u care for them, who stand a very important position in ur life, whom….is part of ur life… People walk into ur life, and they walk out from ur life… and they had just left... unreturned…

Four funerals in a row….the word “who’s next” ringing in my head… At times, I wonder if I’m too late to do something… When the 4^th one came, a sudden heartfelt pain in the heart, because I have already starting to feel the ache of losing someone…I don’t know who is going to die next… but I’m afraid of losing another one…another soul

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The wedding dinner….

When the songs & videos played on the screen, it was a beautiful touch, beautiful sight. Of course I have my own imaginations too, missing someone too…

Wedding celebration can be a glorious moment when God’s glory reviewed, testifying God through lives~ The sick healed, the brokens restored, the troubled ones be delivered! That can be a glorious day~

***Wedding dinner…a good time to find back long lost reunion with relatives. Perhaps there was already a gap when we have not met up for quite a long time…and I had lost opportunities to enjoy the time like we used to chat~

When I stand up bringing an excitement & smile on my face heading towards a table on the other side…..then again the unfamiliar look made me paused my footsteps. I hesitated… I left there hanging.. & I turned to walk back to my seat with regrets and burden. Few days before I was praying for him and what I saw today….i know my heart was troubled and I do not know how. Deep inside my heart, I just know I need to do something…

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People comes and goes…. The people whom still in my mind…. I know that I need to do something… but how Lord….Teach me…&Open doors… To Make A Difference~